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63Lisa2014 Anal Cancer
Posted on April 11, 2019, 10:31 p.m.
BURNT OUT
Hello and thank you for letting me join your community. Short version husband 50 years old 11/2013 first colonoscopy Stage 3 rectal cancer, March 2018 metastasis to liver (2 masses), now we are being told metastasis to the lymph nodes above the Pancreas. 4 types of chemo every other Tuesday 4 hours at center and then hooked up to a portable bag to run for 48 hours. Disconnect Thursday afternoons. We were told in not so many words no cure, continue with chemo and surgeries to keep things at bay. I'm his wife but find myself consumed with those words ringing in my ears constantly. It's been a very long 6 years but would do anything in my power for my husband. I just want to sleep and hide but this helps nothing. I need to get out of this slump for my husband. Has anyone else felt anything like this? Open to any suggestions, things to read, comments?